All I do is pee!

It seems if I am not logging my calories I am peeing like a pregnant woman these days! I have been having a very easy time staying within my calories and not feeling hungry at the end of the day. My energy level has certainly not picked up the way that I had hopped it would. I think this may, in part be due to a couple of off nights that I am not easily rebounding from. Having Izzy home sick yesterday and both kids home today due to the snow really tends to take its toll. I feel like I haven't been enjoying motherhood very much lately. I always love my kids but lately I cant even ask people to put their coats on without being screamed at and treated like crap. I never, EVER expected to deal with this kind of treatment from my kids but if its not all about them than I am the first to be told what a crappy mother I am and how selfish I am...too bad they got such a terrible mother...I think that this could describe my lack of energy and crabbiness. They can't play a simple game together without arguing and fighting....ok enough.

I am very proud of myself for sticking with my workouts and keeping up with my water and calories. I know that it will all start coming together soon and I will start SEEING the fruits of my labor! I am looking forward to getting a chance to get out and use my new snowshoes! I guess all of this snow will surely be good for that! I am still looking for a treadmill, even if I could find one to borrow until spring! I hate walking on this road with the snowbanks making the roads more narrow and people driving like maniacs! I do have Dad and Charlotte's trampoline maybe I should put that in the living room and give it a go...

I will plan to look into the 30 day shred that Michelle told me about but I am a little nervous at my level of readiness for something like that...I just wish this were EASY! GAH! Oh well if it were easy than we would all be a size 6!

Guess this isn't my most warm fuzzy entry to date but I hope to see things start looking up soon!