Keep on keepin on

I AM still on track I just have been busy as hell and have been awful about sticking to my commitment to blog...tsk tsk.

I have been on the run a lot which has required much eating out, not the greatest way to keep on the path of lighten...ment but it is what it is. I have been careful to get things that I feel are a better choice. Today I started Hip Hop Abs and hated every blessed minute of it! It reaffirms that scary truth that I do NOT have a knack for dancing and or rhythm! I was like a drunk white guy at a singles club with a beer in one hand and pit stains on the under seam of his stained wife beater! SCARY! Still I plugged away and didn't give up....oh how I wanted to!! As part of this torture to my self esteem they also did crunches and push ups it was like nothing I had ever seen though, they use yoga and fuse it with these horrendous twists and bends and in the end the women look like they could easily be put in a box and shipped off to somewhere warm and beautiful where they would wear string bikinis and people would pass out from their goddess like bodies, meanwhile here I am grunting, snorting, sweat dripping down my nose and ass crack, looking more like a turtle that has been flipped over on its shell, legs and arms flailing in a panicked rhythm for fear that I may not be able to ever hoist myself up off the floor and how will I explain to my horrified children when they get home and find me in my sports bra and sweatpants panting on the living room floor?!!!??!? I digress...I WILL promise myself to do this video at least twice a week....I PROMISE!!!!!!!

I am doing well with sticking to my commitment to myself! I WILL stick to my work outs. I WILL do my best to eat right, pay attention to my portions and not be too hard on myself if/when a bad day may arise! I continue to have AMAZING support (despite Tim bringing home cupcakes last night - BAD BOY!!) from my friends and my family and have compliments on how good I am looking!! That feels GREAT!